I realized today that I am worse at drawing than I used to be. Not only that but I've entirely forgotten how to color in photoshop. I've been out of practice since 2007. Sure I've never really stopped doodling but between having a child and no longer having high school classes to constantly draw through, I've actually reverted. I no longer spend time on art anymore. I can't draw hands as well as I used to, I most deffinately can't draw feet anymore. I SUCK!
A few months ago I showed up to work 5 hours early by accident () and I drew a fantastic sketch of Lilith from The Teen Titans, whom I happened to have reference material in my bag for. It was great! It was the first time I'd spent more than 20 minutes on a particular piece since I'd been out of high school.
I realize how much better I'd been in High School after looking at my Chelsea Chattan fanart up here on DA. It really makes me sad, I just don't have the time or more likely the patience to commit to any project, and it really pisses me off. I also havn't had a scanner since I left High School and I've totally lost any Photoshop skills I ever had. I'm going to kill myself.
I really need to do something artistic right now. My life is so boring and I want art back.
Love
Matt